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So long without a word!Life was just too much and fast.My baby will be two years on 7th November but stopped breastfeeding early last month.Weaning is just great as am able to get a good night sleep.She can walk as fast as you and as good as her age.Eats all types of food and that is just great.Oh she loves fruits so much and cries to a sight of any.She can utter like all words and in our lovable mother tongue.

I moved from renting to an own house though in the village.Though so dry but now with heavy rains in the morning,I have been able to plant capsicum and corgett and some kales .I just love seeing them grow and that gives me more hope of seeing a better tommorrow.Istill write am almost over my novel.My kid loves the farm work alot and the key board.Just guess how i juggle all the house works and farm work.Not easy but at least am able to fulfil my daily dose of work.I retire to bed so tired and happy.Tonight I feel like writing so much ,imagine am just alone.The kids are asleep and it is just me and my computer.Just so great!Am now getting on and used to this life.Though familiarizing is getting well ,soon and may be soon i might see my book published.I have two self published books but hopes to publish more.Iam stuck in the issue of marketing.I don't know how to go about it and this makes me so desperate and frustrations are mounting within me.I somehow feel lost and in a dark corner.However ,I still believe I will see the bright side of it.I made made sales of 50 copies on one and almost 70 copies on another.I need motivation and a new approach but then tell me what will i do with my children?Marketing is aggressive and needs moving yet I don't have enough to employ as house help.This leaves me lost.I have tried day care but the kid finds it hard to cope.Am still waiting for a better day.It is not at all easy,but I will make it,A SUCCEESFUL AUTHOR  at the right time.

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No one will ever remember my grave,
let me be buried in a community graveyard ,
without a cross.
Let no one write a name on my grave.
I want to be forgotten,
just like Iam forgotten,
the same way I have struggled with no one to care or worry about my life.
Yes ,
I want all of you to forget I existed,
it may be hard ,
if you must remember me don't ever cry.
I existed only for nothing.
My life is finished,
done and over Iam broken beyond repair.
Anyway forgive me,
I don't know for why.
IAM with the devil now serving my eternal sentence.
Am happy my fate is already decided.
My life is over.
Goodbye everyone.


It was quite a worry some day!
I thought,
The body was contacting the soul,
It has become a routine nowadays,
What is happening to us?
Emotions are rising high each day,
I ,the soul, am always suffocating within you,
The bitterness and anger ,
The idleness and indecision,
The pain and worthlessness,
What is happening to us?
It is too painful nowadays,
We seem lazy,
Of course, that is the exact word-LAZY
We wake up early  but aimless,
We then lack any plan,
We go back to sleep when others are gone,
When I get hungry I look for food and eat,
Am always tired and too emotional,
Am stuck here,
The mind doesn't seem any active,
What is happening to us?
Is it the end or beginning?
Where do we start?
I, body, am too weak!
I,soul, am soffocating!
I,mind, am lost in a multitude of useless ideas!
Let us have a nap may be we will be fine in waking.


Iam a woman,
a mother,
but one day I was just a daughter.
A dream in the making, Someone thought well and wished me well.
Today I wish someone else well.
Iam a woman ,
When I was a daughter only,
I had dreams and wishes,
I went to school and tried my best,
I wanted to be somebody,
I really tried.
Today as a mother ,
I belong to someone,
Does he understand my girlhood dreams?
Maybe or maybe not, Sometimes I feel am just a mere woman,
A person who only should take care of his home,
children and him.
Others make me feel the same,
When they wish they married me,
When they wish I could be the mother of their kids, Don't they see another fountain in me? Iam a woman ,
My dreams are not dead, They bother me,
When you see me quiet,
Am making a plan,
One day I will look up and move ahead,
I will realize my dreams,
I will make my girlhood dreams a reality,
Look at that woman,
In the pavement selling groceries,
Patiently waiting for a customer,
The woman sitting ne…